My youngest son who at one time was everything to me got a little bit of a repreve today. Doesn't smoke dope or like to drink but got into the opioids and has stolen my money and 30+ guns and other things from me the last 5 years. I got most things back but........ Missing a few guns, 3 1911's, cz po-9, amongst others. He was facing 5 years in prison at least and I was able to get him in rehab for the next 12-18 months today in court so it is all on him. Damn I love my kids and his potential is unreal. So I'm gonna listen to some country music tonight and cry my eyes out as that boy has killed my soul the last few years. And I mean killed it. He was my best buddy, hunting partner, fishing buddy. Never saw me without him even at work at times. Damn I hope he gets it together as I have already seen him with a pulse of 4 at my house and EMT saved him. Never do ya want to see that I promise. Where he is going is 2 hours away and a christian based rehab. God I hope they can save him. The judge told him several times boy I've talked to your dad and you are gonna die and that would be a loss to the world. Well on with my songs for the night. Might have to throw a R&R song in though.